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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Ticked!

Gessssh,because of my chest cold I came down with a few weeks ago,it brings out my asthma.I am not effected by this much at all,more so with chest cold and being around too much smoke. It isn't a day to day thing,thankfully.

I was put on a puffer,vetolin and it has caused me to be crabby,angry and feeling depressed! Well,I must say I am no longer taking it,my cold is just about cleared up and my breathing is fine....Sigh, you treat one problem and the meds cause another.

Having some man problems too,not getting too much into that. Respecting that part of our lives, too bad he wouldn't do the same for me as in respect. Catch my drift? heh..................................

*venting*

I am ticked I never took the opportunity,to get a better education,because I am smart anough to have more than grade 12!

I am ticked I have to depend on others to get by.

I am ticked I don't have the love and respect I need and deserve.

I am just in a ticked mood right now!

I just love,I have so much love to give, but when I am not shown the same respect I give out.It is very hard to show that love.

*Sigh* *GRRRR* *PPPFFTT*

I will be so glad when this passes.

Heather xo

9 comments:

Biddie said...

How did I miss this entry?
I'm so sorry, Heather. You really are one of the kindest, most thoughtful people that I have ever known and have had the honour of calling my friend.
I wish that we lived closer together again. We had so much back in the day.. I'm sure that we could find a way to have fun (legally, without causing any trouble) again.
I hope that you are feeling better. Being sick sucks ass.
Hugs xxxxx
Biddie

Biddie said...

Oh, and you know what? Not finishing school is one of my biggest regrets, too. I mean, I did go back, much later, and got my PSW, but I wish that I would have finished highschool and then go on to college many moons ago. Maybe then, I would be more independant.....dunno. It does feel cruddy to depend on someone else..
Know what though? Your time will come. Your little one will be grown before you know it, and it will be your time to shine.
I love you, my friend.

Phoenix5 said...

Sometimes I feel that traditional post-secondary education isn't what it's cracked up to be. I have a college diploma in Electronics Engineering Technology, which means I am an Electronics Technologist. And where am I working? In a warehouse slugging boxes for peanuts! It's not WHAT you know, it's WHO you know that gets you places in life, I've found. All the education in the world won't get you anywhere unless you know how to utilize it and know somebody who can help you utilize it. Something they conveniently don't teach in high school OR in college/university is HOW to use the knowledge you've just gained. I don't know what your regional situation is, but look into business courses and other adult education offerings sponsered by local chambers of commerce or other businesses. They will be your best bet to improve your situation. All the best to you!

Heather! said...

Hello ,thanks for dropping by to check in on me. :0)

LOL Bridget!

Yeh I feel in my 40's I will be able to get at it and do something. Still young enough.(lol)

Biddie said...

Hey, are you coming back????
Please?

Biddie said...

Hey, guess what? I am looking at train fares and schedules to...Nova Soctia. It is still just a dream, but I am oh so much closer! Keep your fingers crossed.

Heather! said...

I know,,I suck..lol

I just don't know what to go on about..don't want this to be a whine fest..lol

I'll post something soon I am sure.

:0)

Biddie said...

Whine away. Your blog, your rants your whining, your stories.
Anyway, I miss you. :)

Biddie said...

Hey, where are you??? Are you coming back????