With Love!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Birdie loves her plumage!
I must tell you about this,what I think is a chickadee is hanging around my door.Awhile back we tore down a wall with mirrors and they are still hanging around outside under the step.
Please don't mind the mess and the shape of the ladus,hopefully that will be fixed up this summer.
I woke up this morning and was putting the dog out for his piddle and I was hearing this lil squeak squeak. Was thinking,now what is that noise? Just put the dog out and got Makayla ready for school,blah blah blah...
As we were ready to go out the door,was hearing it again,those cute lil squeaks. Looked out and this lil chickadee looking at herself and fluttering around the mirrors. She did this all day! Just left around 6:30 for the night.
She even looked at her new best friend in the pouring rain, just gave herself a lil shake here and there.
Well I had to take a video of it and wanted to share it with yahs.Hope you enjoy it.
~smiles~
Here is a link,just in case you cannot see the one below.
http://img.photobucket.com/player.swf?file=http://vidmg.photobucket.com/albums/v205/sherax/100_1699.flv
Please don't mind the mess and the shape of the ladus,hopefully that will be fixed up this summer.
I woke up this morning and was putting the dog out for his piddle and I was hearing this lil squeak squeak. Was thinking,now what is that noise? Just put the dog out and got Makayla ready for school,blah blah blah...
As we were ready to go out the door,was hearing it again,those cute lil squeaks. Looked out and this lil chickadee looking at herself and fluttering around the mirrors. She did this all day! Just left around 6:30 for the night.
She even looked at her new best friend in the pouring rain, just gave herself a lil shake here and there.
Well I had to take a video of it and wanted to share it with yahs.Hope you enjoy it.
~smiles~
Here is a link,just in case you cannot see the one below.
http://img.photobucket.com/player.swf?file=http://vidmg.photobucket.com/albums/v205/sherax/100_1699.flv
Still here
Just sick with whatever,will be going to docs tomorrow to see what is up.Think I just need some antibiotics.
Alot of headaches,cough,sore throat,all that fun stuff.
Soon I will be back and hopfully I will have something worth while to read..... *sigh*
Alot of headaches,cough,sore throat,all that fun stuff.
Soon I will be back and hopfully I will have something worth while to read..... *sigh*
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Hi everyone
I am still around, just don't have much to talk about right now. Been feeling a bit bleck that past few days,think I may be getting a sore throat along with it. O yay!
I have just finished painting my kitchen and putting new floor down,previously I had a brown and burgandy kitchen! The brown looked like baby poop....
*grin*
It is all nice and bright now, just have to get new counter top,but that will be another time.Been asking for a money tree...but the trees don't seem to want to give it. Tsk!
Hope all is well for who ever pops in.
Heather xo
I have just finished painting my kitchen and putting new floor down,previously I had a brown and burgandy kitchen! The brown looked like baby poop....
*grin*
It is all nice and bright now, just have to get new counter top,but that will be another time.Been asking for a money tree...but the trees don't seem to want to give it. Tsk!
Hope all is well for who ever pops in.
Heather xo
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Great news!
I have great news regarding my son Matthew!
He will be getting ABA therpy for autistic children,this is very intensive teaching and something I could have never been able to afford on my own.
I tell you this is an answer to my prayers!
The two ladies have been working in the home for about a month or so and have noticed Matthew has been trying to speak. Also he has been getting the beginning of some words out! And signing too.
I fully believe in God and he has many loving being out there,that do help us. I am very thankful to them all.
YAY!
http://www.autism.net.au/Autism_ABA.htm
http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20080320/WFIVE_CarlysStory_080320/20080322?hub=WFive
He will be getting ABA therpy for autistic children,this is very intensive teaching and something I could have never been able to afford on my own.
I tell you this is an answer to my prayers!
The two ladies have been working in the home for about a month or so and have noticed Matthew has been trying to speak. Also he has been getting the beginning of some words out! And signing too.
I fully believe in God and he has many loving being out there,that do help us. I am very thankful to them all.
YAY!
http://www.autism.net.au/Autism_ABA.htm
http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20080320/WFIVE_CarlysStory_080320/20080322?hub=WFive
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Empty head
Yep,I have an empty head and not much to type here of worth. LOL!
Take care everyone,have a good day(s).
XO
Hi B!
Take care everyone,have a good day(s).
XO
Hi B!
Monday, March 31, 2008
Sunday, March 30, 2008
My Spirituality
(Just a warning to anyone who is greatly into religion,may be offensive and even feel this is way out there)
Growing up I always had a love for God,Jesus and all his beings,life.
I was in bible school and sometimes Sundays school...so boring! Bible school was better in my opinion,more active. Children need that to learn.better) IMHO *smiles*
I still remember being in Explorers,getting badges and wearing our ever so stylish uniforms. One saying from the bible that never left me from then is, "Be doers of the word and not hearers only."
Be doers of the word and not hearers only?
Well I suppose this took me on my life journey regarding religion and spiritulity.Well certianly helped I suppose.
Life went on and teachings from bible school and other church activities were instill in my mind.Like hellfire,if you ticked God off enough ,well that is where you are going for eternity.Persistent tourture forever. Isn't God suppose to be merciful,loving and forgiving?Kinda double standard really.
So life went on and I had many ups and downs,drinking,doing drugs,even a lil bit of stealing! Well, that was always in the back of my mind,I will smarten up one of these days for I will not be condemned to hellfire for life. Really when I look back,I wasn't a real bad kid, just finding my way. The hard way,for sure! Oh,I must add Biddie was my accomplice in many of my doings.
My father died when I was 14 yrs old, a severe alcoholic,with a heart condition. Two things that do not go well together.
That did change me a great deal,I don't even recall grieving a great deal over him.At the time I guess,I felt, he didn't deserve my grief. But I always missed him,always missed having a Father,everything about having a real father figure in my life.
Then,
I was intoduced to a cult,that is the Jehovah Witnesses. I really felt they had this "truth" I have been seeking since childhood. I was told,I have the heart to be one of Jehovah's "witnesses" to live forever on earth in paradise. Some of the teachings were,resurrections on earth,only if they were people who never learned "their" truth or people whom died that were JW's were to be brought back to life. Well I don't really want to get into too much of this religion. Its old for me now.lol
But,yeh,I was like," My dad, I will see my dad again" and was thinking hellfire for eternity isn't true.
Perhaps God is loving after all?
Then came armageddon,a God,that will yet kill thousand of people if they donot follow "their truth". I was always at battle with myself when I was involved in this religion/cult,always giving excuses for it.Very defensive over it. So many teachings didn't add up from their literature to the scriptures and it bothered me greatly. I always managed to push those in the back of my mind and forget them,so I thought.
Fear, this religion instills much fear to keep you in,you will lose family,friends and worse yet your life and your childrens as well. Well luckly for myself,I wasn't at risk of losing family because I was the only one in,but I did loose some friends,but that didn't affect my life at all. Their loss,not mine.
Well,losing my life to a vengeful God,whom I felt didn't really love me any more,had great impact on my life for yrs to come. Anixitey,feeling at loss because I left my God. Waking up at night because I thought armageddon was here and we were all going to die. That lasted for years.
Then I had enough,with all sincerity,I prayed to God,to show me the truth. I prayed with tears for hours to God to show me about this religion. If it was from him I would go back.
Well,the next day,I woke up and began surfing on the net and just thought I would look up "Jehovah witnesses". That was the beginning to my healing to many yrs of fear mongering,that did "brainwash" me.
The net is a beautiful thing when used correctly. I am very thankful for it.
For a few years,I was on a site for x-jw's and it was great healing and an eye opener . I tell you many emountions a person can go threw after learning what I did about this religion. I am thankful for that,as well.
I do have to say,even thought being envolved in the jw's was a learning experience and it has made me a stronger person. Much wiser,for sure.
Many more,years later I began to get confused again. What is life about? Why are we here,what is up with all this? So I began looking into many other faith's Buddism,Islam, christanity. When it came down to it,none of them filled that gap I needed and the desire to know God.
I must say Buddism is good. Great theolgy.
Over the years I have gone threw many beliefs of my own,I even began to believe there wasn't a God.
Then again,not even a year ago,many nights of heart prayers to God." Are you there God?
Show me who you really are God.
Back step a bit, over the yrs,I just settled with being spiritual,there is a God and it doesn't matter. Religion is all man made,to instill fear,to controll the people. Of course money. Yes ,yes,the world does revolve around money,we all have no choice but to do what we can to make it in this world. You know the difference...
Over the yrs I have come to believe,we all have spirit gaurdians/Angels watching over us.Loving spirit beings that love us and want the best for us.
When Makayla was born,she was born at 11:11 pm. A nurse called out,the wishing hour! I was like o cool.O.K. Didn't think too much on it. I must say she is one speical girl! What a little crystal she is.
After she was born,I seen 11:11 for yrs and yrs. Odd I thought. Many years went by seeing this,then I had to look it up.
It does have to do with loving gaurdians,spirit gaurdians,Angels and God.
We are in a time of awakening to what life is and God. I have finally but still learning to know God. If you donot think of God in a religious standard,I find he is easier to understand and believe.
I will tell you from past experiences,I did not jump into this,I questioned and kept one foot out the door. I have 100% made up my own mind to where I am in my spiritual "quest" to find God. I have prayed to God to show me if this was ok and if these beings were from him. I prayed to God to surround me with his love and light and only to let those in with his intentions and my best intentions to come into my life.
Well I tell you,I have been on an awesome journey and it is only the beginning.
I tell you as well,this is my mind and no one will ever fear monger me again or judge me for what I believe.
Peace.
Love.
Forgivness.
Awaken.
We are one.
The universes is all about love.
No fear.
(edited) God is love.
Just imagine if we all loved equally?
A part of my mind and soul. Trust me there is lots more!
*Hugs*
Growing up I always had a love for God,Jesus and all his beings,life.
I was in bible school and sometimes Sundays school...so boring! Bible school was better in my opinion,more active. Children need that to learn.better) IMHO *smiles*
I still remember being in Explorers,getting badges and wearing our ever so stylish uniforms. One saying from the bible that never left me from then is, "Be doers of the word and not hearers only."
Be doers of the word and not hearers only?
Well I suppose this took me on my life journey regarding religion and spiritulity.Well certianly helped I suppose.
Life went on and teachings from bible school and other church activities were instill in my mind.Like hellfire,if you ticked God off enough ,well that is where you are going for eternity.Persistent tourture forever. Isn't God suppose to be merciful,loving and forgiving?Kinda double standard really.
So life went on and I had many ups and downs,drinking,doing drugs,even a lil bit of stealing! Well, that was always in the back of my mind,I will smarten up one of these days for I will not be condemned to hellfire for life. Really when I look back,I wasn't a real bad kid, just finding my way. The hard way,for sure! Oh,I must add Biddie was my accomplice in many of my doings.
My father died when I was 14 yrs old, a severe alcoholic,with a heart condition. Two things that do not go well together.
That did change me a great deal,I don't even recall grieving a great deal over him.At the time I guess,I felt, he didn't deserve my grief. But I always missed him,always missed having a Father,everything about having a real father figure in my life.
Then,
I was intoduced to a cult,that is the Jehovah Witnesses. I really felt they had this "truth" I have been seeking since childhood. I was told,I have the heart to be one of Jehovah's "witnesses" to live forever on earth in paradise. Some of the teachings were,resurrections on earth,only if they were people who never learned "their" truth or people whom died that were JW's were to be brought back to life. Well I don't really want to get into too much of this religion. Its old for me now.lol
But,yeh,I was like," My dad, I will see my dad again" and was thinking hellfire for eternity isn't true.
Perhaps God is loving after all?
Then came armageddon,a God,that will yet kill thousand of people if they donot follow "their truth". I was always at battle with myself when I was involved in this religion/cult,always giving excuses for it.Very defensive over it. So many teachings didn't add up from their literature to the scriptures and it bothered me greatly. I always managed to push those in the back of my mind and forget them,so I thought.
Fear, this religion instills much fear to keep you in,you will lose family,friends and worse yet your life and your childrens as well. Well luckly for myself,I wasn't at risk of losing family because I was the only one in,but I did loose some friends,but that didn't affect my life at all. Their loss,not mine.
Well,losing my life to a vengeful God,whom I felt didn't really love me any more,had great impact on my life for yrs to come. Anixitey,feeling at loss because I left my God. Waking up at night because I thought armageddon was here and we were all going to die. That lasted for years.
Then I had enough,with all sincerity,I prayed to God,to show me the truth. I prayed with tears for hours to God to show me about this religion. If it was from him I would go back.
Well,the next day,I woke up and began surfing on the net and just thought I would look up "Jehovah witnesses". That was the beginning to my healing to many yrs of fear mongering,that did "brainwash" me.
The net is a beautiful thing when used correctly. I am very thankful for it.
For a few years,I was on a site for x-jw's and it was great healing and an eye opener . I tell you many emountions a person can go threw after learning what I did about this religion. I am thankful for that,as well.
I do have to say,even thought being envolved in the jw's was a learning experience and it has made me a stronger person. Much wiser,for sure.
Many more,years later I began to get confused again. What is life about? Why are we here,what is up with all this? So I began looking into many other faith's Buddism,Islam, christanity. When it came down to it,none of them filled that gap I needed and the desire to know God.
I must say Buddism is good. Great theolgy.
Over the years I have gone threw many beliefs of my own,I even began to believe there wasn't a God.
Then again,not even a year ago,many nights of heart prayers to God." Are you there God?
Show me who you really are God.
Back step a bit, over the yrs,I just settled with being spiritual,there is a God and it doesn't matter. Religion is all man made,to instill fear,to controll the people. Of course money. Yes ,yes,the world does revolve around money,we all have no choice but to do what we can to make it in this world. You know the difference...
Over the yrs I have come to believe,we all have spirit gaurdians/Angels watching over us.Loving spirit beings that love us and want the best for us.
When Makayla was born,she was born at 11:11 pm. A nurse called out,the wishing hour! I was like o cool.O.K. Didn't think too much on it. I must say she is one speical girl! What a little crystal she is.
After she was born,I seen 11:11 for yrs and yrs. Odd I thought. Many years went by seeing this,then I had to look it up.
It does have to do with loving gaurdians,spirit gaurdians,Angels and God.
We are in a time of awakening to what life is and God. I have finally but still learning to know God. If you donot think of God in a religious standard,I find he is easier to understand and believe.
I will tell you from past experiences,I did not jump into this,I questioned and kept one foot out the door. I have 100% made up my own mind to where I am in my spiritual "quest" to find God. I have prayed to God to show me if this was ok and if these beings were from him. I prayed to God to surround me with his love and light and only to let those in with his intentions and my best intentions to come into my life.
Well I tell you,I have been on an awesome journey and it is only the beginning.
I tell you as well,this is my mind and no one will ever fear monger me again or judge me for what I believe.
Peace.
Love.
Forgivness.
Awaken.
We are one.
The universes is all about love.
No fear.
(edited) God is love.
Just imagine if we all loved equally?
A part of my mind and soul. Trust me there is lots more!
*Hugs*
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Randoms thoughts on this wintery Saturday.
Woke up today feeling more energetic than usual,well I'm taking advantage of that and doing laundry. You know what? I hate folding socks,always seems to be a pair that has broken up and left into the sock void. Then there are too many socks that "look" alike but they don't match,the fibers are different or one is longer than the other. Mystery of the sock world.
Like in my previous post, I am feeling bored and a slight bit of cabin fever and just fusterated with myself, been walking to the fridge a bit too often. FOOD,is my friend and my worst enemy! I go threw spurts,that I can do good for months at a time,loose some weight and start to feel healthier and better about myself. Then, I get extreme fatigue and achy muscels...or boredom comes in. Food fixes that boredom and fixes that fusturation,only temporary. Sounds like a visious cycle eh? It is.
One of these days I will break it,something I really have to reflect on if I want to be a healthier gal. Eating well,really does make an impact on moods.
My sweet lil chihuahua,love him like family and would never give up on the lil fella,but. Just about every moring I wake up,he has left me a pressie of poo and piddle. He knows he shouldn't be doing it,he gives me that cute lil look and the ears go back. "Don't be mad at me".
Sighhh, I just clean it up put him out side to do his morning thing. A nice size kennel for sleep is looking good.
Ta ta for now and thanks for reading.
Like in my previous post, I am feeling bored and a slight bit of cabin fever and just fusterated with myself, been walking to the fridge a bit too often. FOOD,is my friend and my worst enemy! I go threw spurts,that I can do good for months at a time,loose some weight and start to feel healthier and better about myself. Then, I get extreme fatigue and achy muscels...or boredom comes in. Food fixes that boredom and fixes that fusturation,only temporary. Sounds like a visious cycle eh? It is.
One of these days I will break it,something I really have to reflect on if I want to be a healthier gal. Eating well,really does make an impact on moods.
My sweet lil chihuahua,love him like family and would never give up on the lil fella,but. Just about every moring I wake up,he has left me a pressie of poo and piddle. He knows he shouldn't be doing it,he gives me that cute lil look and the ears go back. "Don't be mad at me".
Sighhh, I just clean it up put him out side to do his morning thing. A nice size kennel for sleep is looking good.
Ta ta for now and thanks for reading.
Friday, March 28, 2008
Winter Wonder Land
Think this winter weather is ever going to break? Sigh.
*sings* In the meadow we can build a snowman....
Yeha,I lil cabin fever setting in.
Later for now.
(that pic was taken a few months ago,but is basically what it looks like now,can't find my camera,grr)
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Where to start?
I signed up to here months ago but had no idea where to start. I have always enjoyed writing,but not the greatest at it,so perhaps this place after time will help me along.You will also notice,I am a miserable speller! I use google for my personal dictionary!
Well,I have been stalling to start here because I had and still have no idea where to start,so I will start with my rambles.
At the moment,I am struggling to get myself healthier and too loose weight. What is it with food, it replaces lonleiness,love and picks the moods right up. Until I look in the mirror! *smiles*
Other wise I am happy,I live in a nice home out in the country,have my privacy,but my inlaws live up stairs,not too bad.I have my own entry,and all the other stuff. They are pretty easy to live with.Just nervous one of these days,I wil have my butt hanging out and papa in law come in the door and see it all hanging out. I think he will be more devestated than me!
Well until next time.
I will get more into life and soul.
Heather xo
Well,I have been stalling to start here because I had and still have no idea where to start,so I will start with my rambles.
At the moment,I am struggling to get myself healthier and too loose weight. What is it with food, it replaces lonleiness,love and picks the moods right up. Until I look in the mirror! *smiles*
Other wise I am happy,I live in a nice home out in the country,have my privacy,but my inlaws live up stairs,not too bad.I have my own entry,and all the other stuff. They are pretty easy to live with.Just nervous one of these days,I wil have my butt hanging out and papa in law come in the door and see it all hanging out. I think he will be more devestated than me!
Well until next time.
I will get more into life and soul.
Heather xo
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